Filmed over the course of seven years, the photographer Abdulhamid Kircher evolves as his subjects shift from strangers he meets on the streets in New York, to Californian nature, to self and his family in Berlin. His diaristic work becomes a reckoning of masculinity, heritage, and sense of belonging when he addresses his fractured relationship with his father; the film follows the years building to the release of his first monograph, 'Rotting From Within’ in 2024.